Post by jordanbaldwin on Nov 13, 2020 18:45:41 GMT
Logan is gone and I think for the larger picture it was a good move for me. I think he trusted me but I was in position to get off the moving train that was “let’s vote Logan out for playing too hard”. I want to keep up the appearance of being a positive figure around the team and being strong with the group we have, for now.
I had a productive chat with Suzi last night, she laid out some of her cards to me which is a good sign in my eyes. I think she is anti-Kaitlyn and wants her to go next since she crossed her. Suzi also brought up the hat incident which I thought was interesting and she framed that us 2 are on the outs. I know that isn’t completely true since the Fab 5 is a thing but I will keep that seed in the back of my mind.
I think if we have to someone out it’s a 2 way race between Kaitlyn and Suzi. Kaitlyn is someone I trust more now right now, but I’m not sure if she’d be good long term. Suzi is someone I feel like I can start to trust but I’m not sure if it’s because she knows she’s on the outs. It’s a tough decision and there doesn’t seem to be a right or wrong answer!
I think I’m still struggling with meshing my irl stuff and the game. I just have random things pop up and things to go to that interfere and I’m doing my best to balance it all. That’s why I feel as if my own game isn’t as strong as it could be. I am hoping for a much more relaxed week next week.
I had a productive chat with Suzi last night, she laid out some of her cards to me which is a good sign in my eyes. I think she is anti-Kaitlyn and wants her to go next since she crossed her. Suzi also brought up the hat incident which I thought was interesting and she framed that us 2 are on the outs. I know that isn’t completely true since the Fab 5 is a thing but I will keep that seed in the back of my mind.
I think if we have to someone out it’s a 2 way race between Kaitlyn and Suzi. Kaitlyn is someone I trust more now right now, but I’m not sure if she’d be good long term. Suzi is someone I feel like I can start to trust but I’m not sure if it’s because she knows she’s on the outs. It’s a tough decision and there doesn’t seem to be a right or wrong answer!
I think I’m still struggling with meshing my irl stuff and the game. I just have random things pop up and things to go to that interfere and I’m doing my best to balance it all. That’s why I feel as if my own game isn’t as strong as it could be. I am hoping for a much more relaxed week next week.