Episode 4

[niki]

Confessionals episode 4

[niki]

Round 1 I was like I will make like tribe rankings each round and then I forgot about it but here we get a new one:
1. Angelica
2. Robert
3. Rocky
4. Willow
5. Genki
Compared to the first round, Angelica and Rob switched just have talked with Angelica more and feel slightly better with her. Also Rocky above Willow for a very similar reason love talking to him and it's fun.

But it's really hard to make a solid ranking because I really like all of my tribe members, really hoping we can skip the next tribal and likely swap after that.

About last nights tribal, by the end all 5 of the people making the decision got on a call and it was like okay lets vote, but it was kinda clear it sorta came down to me. I decided to just give my actual opinion - I thought we should keep Willow because it was more likely she would stay loyal. Then during tribal Gabby got a question about alliances that she answered in kinda a sketchy way which I could then after sorta use as a reason to back up my choice.

Also during tribal we got the who feels in danger question, and I just ALWAYS raise my hand to that so I did. But then people where like that shows you don't trust the people you are with. So I need to smooth that over.

[niki]

I just had a thought I wanted to add, mostly about Gabby's alliance comments, I think in most cases she is right, most strong alliances aren't formed until after the swap. But 1 you don't say that when talking to your OG tribe and out of the other starting tribes I have been on I definitely feel the closest to all of these people. I think that at least partially has to do the twist, it made us game and get something strong together early.

[dara]

Lays tennis ball on the ground.

looks up

wanna throw it? 

[niki]

Hi Indy, I will always throw a ball for you, but never throw a challenge

Just had an interesting call with Rocky.
Him, Gabby, and Rocky did have some sort of alliance so it was probably a really good call to vote Gabby out last round cause who knows where we would be otherwise.

Also about the idol, the idol I have, have had for almost a week now. Angelica told both him and Genki the first password but claiming to not be able to find the second at all. The second took me a minute like I didn't know instantly but I got it in like 15 minutes once you think about it not that many options. Either Genki or Rocky definitely knows it gone imo. On one hand I just wanna admit to Rocky I have it. But I really don't know if that's smart... Urgh telling Angelica wasn't smart. Like I'm not sure if she did this to throw me utb, or just to win a little of their trust? Like I assume she assumed they would get to the end and figure out it was gone, then guessing about who has it - probably assuming me or Rob.

Urgh I really felt like I could trust her, obviously not completely you never can but you know.

[niki]