Episode 6

[jordanbaldwin]

Ok I’ve been playing bad sorry, and I’m probably boring because I can’t give content as much as I want

Also this everyone on this tribe all pissed me off in some way for the vote and I’m not even mad at the result because I barley talked to Niki...

[jordanbaldwin]

Robbie on call: “hey I play honest games dude I have your back trust me.”

Also Robbie: *breaks my trust and didn’t tell me the vote was Niki*

Also Robbie: “hey bro sorry I had to lie you”

Like I’m gonna act like I’m not mad but I’m mad haha

[jordanbaldwin]

Molly ghosted me since Tuesday and I don’t trust her at all, but I rather have Robbie gone because he might be a duo with Chris or has some sort of deal with him because Chris was adamant about having me talk to him more than Molly.

Sam... girl WTF are we doing. We went after each other and we need to actually work together, if not it’s either you or me girl

[jordanbaldwin]

Chris lost some trust with me for this 3-2-1 move at the freaking Final 17. Y’all ain’t Jeremy Collins, you guys ain’t winning this season.

[jordanbaldwin]

ughhhhh im so bad at this game

[jordanbaldwin]

So let me just say the following: I’m disappointed in my game right now.

Robbie last night told me that (according to Sam) that I was supposed to go next on Appari had we gone to tribal before the swap. I just feel dumb and feel like I misplaced my trust with Michael and Kyle. I also feel like I just have misplayed this game so hard and I hate that I am just a perennial pawn in this game. It makes feel bad that I’m letting down myself and people in the VL who are rooting for me. I know I can play so much better and it sucks that im just playing this really badly.

Moving forward, if we have to go to Tribal Council, it’s either Sam or Me. Sam is throwing me under the bus hardcore so I’m doing the same. I know she’s like a queen for the VL or something but I legitimately don’t care. It’s either me or her so just deal with it.

If I am able to stay I think I am actually moving forward in this game with Robbie, Molly and Chris. At least with them I know they wouldn’t just lie to me for no reason. I understood that they had to last tribal but I have no one else to really turn to at this point. I just have no one in the game and I am just gonna keep acting like that in this game.

[jordanbaldwin]