Episode 7

[jordanbaldwin]

This is the episode I will turn it around. Not to get *too* personal about my irl life but I have been in a funk since last Sunday and I think I just have been in that funk in the game while I have gotten out of it irl. Obviously my position in the game was hard and I did what I have to do to survive these last few votes.

I am disappointed in how I have played and I bet the VL and Facebook watchers are probably not happy I’m here over Niki or Sam. I just want you guys to know that I hear you and I’m gonna start playing much better and much harder. If we have to go to Tribal this round (which I cannot afford) then I’m going balls to the walls. I’m gonna throw the kitchen sink at them and Joel it sticks.

I’m hoping that if we do lose that I target Robbie because I think he doesn’t trust me and I know Molly and Chris would want me to be on their side more than Robbie would. I trust him (I have no choice) but if it comes down to it, he has to go.

Overall, I just need to be more confident in this game. I lost a bit here but I’m not dead yet, I’m still gonna fight because that’s all I can do.

[jordanbaldwin]

Recorded CF
youtu.be/8wUmFnWZKgA

[jordanbaldwin]

Here’s a song to get me motivated through this round and game:
youtu.be/Xn676-fLq7I

[jordanbaldwin]

[jordanbaldwin]

Ok so I’m probably going home because Chris/Molly/Robbie all want to play boring survivor and not make a big move when they could. I’m a number for their future plans and taking me out doesn’t help any of them.

[jordanbaldwin]

If we win immunity or I somehow tribal here, I am gonna play this game without holding anything back. Fuck it.