Post by robbie on Nov 23, 2020 21:31:23 GMT
Bruh....
First and foremost, I'd like to apologize for all of the lip smacks in this video. I was nervous as fuck at the end of the night and stress ate some McDonald's. I haven't had Mcdonald's in years. That's how much this game is stressing me out.
Whew...I told Chris about my idol last night and he spilled allllll the tea. You know we love some good tea, but this tea wasn't it.
Things to note:
Chris knows Jordan. Don't really care, but also made me think about something later in the night...I'll get to that.
Chris thought about potentially targeting me. He didn't say that directly, but he danced around it. His words were "I take all options into consideration every round". Gmfu. Got it.
Now I have this internal battle if I should tell Molly. about my idol. I just wouldn't want her to tell Genki or somebody else. I do trust her, but what if at some point she decided to use her other numbers to blindside me with it. The thing is, Chris could go to her, tell her that I have it and make it seem like she can't trust me because I lied about it....fuck it...I'm telling her.
I have some personal shit going on with my real life and I told Chris about it last night to make sure that he feels solid with me. It was strategic, but he was also very nice about it. I just know that he was super worried about us being seen as a trio so I decided to tell him about the idol to calm him down. Did I make a mistake? Time will tell.
I am still flabbergasted by this man telling me he explores all options (meaning there was a chance that he might have come after me had I not told him about the idol). Whew...I won't forget. It's not your time now Chris, but you can bet your bottom dollar that when the time comes, I'll have a part in sending you out this game. You dont come for me. Especially when I've been nothing but good to you. I could have tried to bring in Sam and Jordan to blindside him or Molly. I felt like it was premature, and for him to admit that he was coming for my edges? No ma'am. As of right now, I can count my allies on one hand which is why I'm not willing to make a move on him right now, but the moment I get with other people and I bust out these brows and this smile...It's over with for Chris. I now know that I have to get him before he gets me. Let's just pray he doesn't use this information that I told him against me.
I'm really playing a sloppy game right now. Had I known he potentially thought about targeting me or Molly prior to this, I wouldn't have told him about the idol. I feel like it's a good thing I did though. Idk if he talked about it with Molly or Jordan because neither of them said anything to me about it; but I might have just bought myself some more time in this game. If I'm blindsided tonight, I'll be shook. I have been really making Molly feel like I'm down, and I am. I just worry that she might have considered it and didn't say anything to me.
I'm really playing checkers while they're playing Chess. I can't have it. Time to put away these checker pieces and bust out the chess pieces. That's so corny lol.