A Message to the real ones #PourOneOut

[robbie]

Jessss (and Baby Sam )

I know it's been a while since you've been voted out, but I couldn't start my messages to the real without starting with you. I really did enjoy actually getting to know you for you and not an alias. It was nice to be able to open up and just be us for the most part. You left way too soon, and I felt so bad about it. I was so excited to see you on my tribe in the beginning. I genuinely did want to work with you. I'll just be honest though...sometimes it felt like you were dominating the group calls, but I can say that I genuinely enjoyed your stories about your job and baby Sam. We have to Stan Baby Sam in this house. Again, I really did want to work with you, but It didn't work out that way because of how people felt in the first few days. As you know, people look for any reason to vote people out early in the game. On top of being a talkative person, I think your not willingness to do challenges made people want to vote you out. I'm not fully sure why it was you first, but it was easier for me to go with the numbers. I'm sorry. I couldn't stick my neck out for you that early. This was kind of selfish on my end as well because I didn't want Trey going and telling people that we knew each other. I wish we would have kept that between us. I wanted to tell you, but after your comment about blowing shit up in the tribe chat...I was like yeah...no. I loved the alliance name, Claws Only. I'm not sure if you know (or if you'll ever read this but...after you, Bridget, and Trey left the night one call, a group of 5 stayed on that call and that eventually became my alliance. Although I wanted to stick with you and Trey, it would have been hard for me to protect you two without blowing up my spot. I probably should have tried harder, and I really am sorry.

I know it's just a game, but I do feel bad because we were familiar with each other pregame. We could have played that so much better. I still love seeing pictures of Baby Sam on Facebook. He's literally the cutest. No matter what place you got, you're still very much a queen. You know this. I hope that when I come to Canada to visit, if I'm in a city near you that we can turn up! I still want to try those All Seasoning Chips! If we ever get to play another game together, I hope we work together.NO matter what, Queen stays queen.

Until then, I'm sending you and Baby Sam light and love ❤️ ✨ 

[robbie]

Kevin,

Man Oh Man...where do we begin? I am actually really sad to be writing this, even weeks after you were voted out. I truly adored you as a person. I still do. I really wanted to work with you long term. We would have run the absolute hell out of this game and I would have really had your back. You just did WAYYYY TOO MUCH, TOO SOON. I can understand why you wanted to work with Bridget though. She is an absolute legend. I didn't get it as fast as you did, but later in the game, I could absolutely see why. Buuuut when you're sitting in a majority 6 alliance...I wasn't sure why you went to the one person on the outs and told them everything that was going on. The 6 was already looking at, "what if we have to go back to tribal" and you made that decision so much more clear. You were literally in a great spot! People had no choice but to love you. You killed it on every group call. You killed it in challenges. You killed it one on one. You were such good energy/vibes.
While I was taken back by some of the things you did, I was also very impressed, no lie. You were on to me about the idol. Good call. You pitched voting me out (from what I heard). You outed the alliance. (which could have been dangerous if we didn't go back to tribal. I actually chose to sit out of the Clothes challenge because I knew they planned on throwing it and I didn't want to be a part of your downfall.) You told people you want to play a flashy game. It was just reason after reason as to why the 6 thought you should go over Bridget. At that point, I couldn't stick my neck out for you because I felt like you were coming for me. I was also told that you said the moment you swapped, you were going to flip. I doubted the rumors at first, but as they kept coming I thought, if this is true there's no way I can work with him long term. I didn't want all of the rumors to manifest so I just decided to vote you next and stick with the numbers. I'm sorry man. I can honestly say I was upset about voting you, although I said "I'm happy to cast my vote tonight". That wasn't true at all. Even after all this time, you were still one of my hardest votes. I thought we were really about to be boys, and we were; but that ended sooner than I would have liked.

Hopefully we can be boys on the outside of this all! I hope you read this and dont feel like I'm coming for your game. I think you started off very strong. I truly believe that we really coulda ran this game had you stayed. I really didn't want to vote out a POC, but it was impossible to save you at that point. I hope that you can look back on some of the things you did in this game and correct them. With your charisma and charm, you could easily go deep in a game, if not win it all. I'm still blown away with how you killed those pushups in that first challenge. I would have rather played this game with you than against you. Keep us up to date if you decide to play another game. I'll be rooting for you because I know you have what it takes to secure the W. Also full disclosure, I am not saying I played the best game by any means. I have made A LOT of mistakes as well. I'm sure I could list off far more mistakes that I've made than you did. This is all love bro.

Again, hopefully we're boys on the outs! I definitely appreciated our bond! Hopefully we're still 'Dem Boyz'.

[robbie]

Gabby,#QUEEEEEEEEEEEEN 

Ugh, you fucking legend! I love you so much. I am so sad that we did not get to play this game together. You are literally soooooo good, and Maraamu (or however you spell it) knew that. I'm not sure what happened there, but they made a huge mistake. I think people were intimidated by you, as they should have been. You're such a queen! I was sooooooo looking forward to meeting up with you in this game, and killing it. You already know we would have been ride or dies. When you were voted out, I was like nooooooo, not my Owen Wilson! Only some will get it. The thought of you being voted out on the same day that they robbed you in Legacy is SICKENING! I literally needed to take time to process it all. You deserved soooooo much better. It's all good though, you're winning in real life. Perioooood! Maraamu could NEVER lol. We didn't get to meet up in the game and be allies, but we both know that we make good allies. We've already proven that! You're my girl in real life anyway! Stay classy. Stay beautiful! Love you in real life!  

[robbie]

Rocky, 

Mannnnnnnn! I can't believe I'm writing this and never got to meet you in this game. I'm actually sick about it. We have never played together but you know you would have been my rockzilla in this game. That's on period. I was sooooo hype when I saw you were cast. It's the Nickelodeon hoodie for me! It's the smile for meeeee! I wish we would have met up in this game. It would have instantly been a wrap for the rest of them. This would have been the duo to watch! I know we would have clowned if we crossed paths. The cards really didn't want to work in our favor huh? Hate to see it. I heard you went out swinging, and I wouldn't expect anything less. I still am not sure what happened there, and I honestly dont want to know. Hopefully it's all water under the bridge since this is just a game. Either way, you're still my boy! After my first game, you were one of the first people to reach out to me, and I'll never forget that. You have always been kind to me, passionate about the game, and have always rooted for me. I thought this was going to be the one for us. I really did. I was like wow, what are the chances! Rocky AND Gabby...we love to see it. Although that wasn't the case, that doesn't mean we won't ever work together in a game. This was the universe bringing it just a litttttle closer to it actually happening. I know you said you want to stick to production, but I need you to come out of retirement so we can do the damn thang lol. Rocky and Robbie...issa must. Anyway, I hope all is well. I am sad that we didn't get to play this game together, but you're my boy in real life. Always rooting for you. You didn't have to win this game because you're winning in real life! We love to see it. Stay black. Stay blessed. Stay beautiful.

[robbie]

Niki,

First off, I owe you an apology. I'm sorry. I promise you when I came to you night one of swap, my goal was not to blind side you. I genuinely wanted to work with you. I was afraid of an Appari idol, so I wanted to split the votes 2-2-2. I talked with Chris and Molly about it, but  they didn't want to give you the power to flip on us and vote one of us out which is why your vote went the way it did. I did not want it to go down that way, but it made sense at the time. I still think we would have worked well together. I really hated the way that vote went down, and I can't express that enough. You deserved so much better. First off, I applaud you for playing this game with such a crazy schedule. I could tell you were dedicated and wanted to play the game. It sucked taking you out when you wanted to be there and gave so much during that challenge. Thank you for coming up with a fun concept. I still believe we should have won that challenge. I think if we won that challenge, things would have gone so differently. I partially blame the judges,  but I also could have worked harder to protect you. Again, I'm sorry. It was just risky, and I can see why they wanted to go about it that way. Honestly, I can see why you might not want to work with me if we're ever cast again, but I'd love to actually work together if we ever play again.  Your personality is dope. Your commitment is dope. Your passion is dope. You're dope. If I had to give you a superlative, it would be most robbed. I hate that I was part of that. No matter what,  I hope we are friends on the outs. I really. enjoyed our conversations, and I'm grateful to have gotten the chance to meet you in this game. I was genuine when I said "A friend of Lauren/Austin is a friend of mine." Cant wait to chat with you after this season is up! 

[robbie]

Samantha,

Honestly, I'm not sure how you feel about me after the way things went down on Koror 2.0, but I can say that I genuinely did enjoy talking to you. I feel like outside of this game we would be great friends (and still can be). I hope there's no hard feelings, but if so...I understand. I can see why you got all the love on your Facebook post and also see how you won your first game. You're iconic. The swap situation was unfortunate because it was easier for me to go with what I knew. I think that if we started on a tribe together or met in merge, things could have been different. At that point it was just trying to get to merge. I hope you understand. I'll be honest,  at one point  I thought about asking you and Jordan if you wanted to flip. I felt like it was a little premature. Also, I applaud you for working two jobs and playing this game. #BossShit. You really are a queen. It was hard playing this game with one job working from home. You were having to go into building with COVID and all going on. I dont believe for one minute that you were inactive like people were saying. Honestly, I have to give you some credit for why I'm still in this game. The stuff you told me about Michael and Kyle helped me gauge how close they really were. I really used that information as best as I could, so thank you. I hope we can be friends on the outs! Stay classy. Stay beautiful.