Post by kyle on Dec 15, 2020 0:00:06 GMT
I'm not sure I can win this game.
I think I've done a great job and would be deserving of a win, but I feel like I'm going to be discredited based on things outside my control.
Supposedly, Robbie is saying that Michael and I made a pregame alliance. Which, no. I heard this from Michael who heard it from Angelica who was told by Robbie, so it's possible that the details got fudged during that game of telephone, and that Robbie may not have said exactly that. I'll give him the benefit of the doubt, but if he did say that, then that's bullshit. I worked so goddamn hard to put myself in a position where I've been running this game with big targets in front of me, and did all of it without cheating in the fucking slightest. I deserve credit for what I've done, and a shitty rumor like that takes it all away.
(EDIT: Robbie didn't say we had a pregame alliance. He said Michael may have wanted to work with me since before the game based on the Voyage VL screenshots, and somewhere along the line of communication it got twisted. Just want the record to show that.)
I almost feel an obligation to switch up my game because of that perception, but making a move just for the sake of it makes me look desperate and insecure. Which, straight up, I kind of am, but people can't know that lmao.
I plan on telling Robbie that I heard about this. I want to have a candid conversation with him, because I know I have nothing to hide. I can't have him tarnishing my reputation with the jury based on lies like that.
My other worry is that I won't have enough support on the jury to snag a win, unless I'm in a very specific scenario. I think my best shot right now is to be in a final three with Chris and Robbie, based on jury vote breakdowns that I did this morning, which I'll post here under this confessional. Going to the end with Chris and Robbie feels so stupid, though, even though I feel confident that my reads on the jury are correct. Something about it feels off. I don't know what to do.
My other winning combination might be Angelica and Kaitlyn, but I fear that I'm underestimating both of them. Kaitlyn especially. To make the end of her first game ever, when it's been as insane as this one has, is soooo compelling, and I'd vote for her if I were a juror, so I have to assume that others would, too.
I need to come up with my ideal final three ASAP, so that I don't vote out an option on accident this round. If I don't make decisions with purpose, I'm going to put myself in an unwinnable position.
I think I've done a great job and would be deserving of a win, but I feel like I'm going to be discredited based on things outside my control.
Supposedly, Robbie is saying that Michael and I made a pregame alliance. Which, no. I heard this from Michael who heard it from Angelica who was told by Robbie, so it's possible that the details got fudged during that game of telephone, and that Robbie may not have said exactly that. I'll give him the benefit of the doubt, but if he did say that, then that's bullshit. I worked so goddamn hard to put myself in a position where I've been running this game with big targets in front of me, and did all of it without cheating in the fucking slightest. I deserve credit for what I've done, and a shitty rumor like that takes it all away.
(EDIT: Robbie didn't say we had a pregame alliance. He said Michael may have wanted to work with me since before the game based on the Voyage VL screenshots, and somewhere along the line of communication it got twisted. Just want the record to show that.)
I almost feel an obligation to switch up my game because of that perception, but making a move just for the sake of it makes me look desperate and insecure. Which, straight up, I kind of am, but people can't know that lmao.
I plan on telling Robbie that I heard about this. I want to have a candid conversation with him, because I know I have nothing to hide. I can't have him tarnishing my reputation with the jury based on lies like that.
My other worry is that I won't have enough support on the jury to snag a win, unless I'm in a very specific scenario. I think my best shot right now is to be in a final three with Chris and Robbie, based on jury vote breakdowns that I did this morning, which I'll post here under this confessional. Going to the end with Chris and Robbie feels so stupid, though, even though I feel confident that my reads on the jury are correct. Something about it feels off. I don't know what to do.
My other winning combination might be Angelica and Kaitlyn, but I fear that I'm underestimating both of them. Kaitlyn especially. To make the end of her first game ever, when it's been as insane as this one has, is soooo compelling, and I'd vote for her if I were a juror, so I have to assume that others would, too.
I need to come up with my ideal final three ASAP, so that I don't vote out an option on accident this round. If I don't make decisions with purpose, I'm going to put myself in an unwinnable position.