Post by kyle on Dec 17, 2020 8:00:03 GMT
I think I might be getting second or third place. I'm not sure I can do anything about it now, other than go ballistic at final tribal and hope people like me enough to award me the win.
No matter which one of Michael or Chris comes with me to the end, I look like a fool. If I go with Michael, it looks like he snowed me the whole way. If I go with Chris, it looks like I made a desperate move to gain favor with the jury. I truly am confident in my game, and I think I deserve the win over both of them, but having it hammered into my head over and over that I lose to all these people at the end has me feeling discouraged.
I should have voted Michael tonight, made it 2-2-1, and been like "I'm still voting Robbie, but just remember who's decision it is and has always been to let Michael Brady stay in the game." That would've been baller, but instead I caved into fear. That's been my problem this game. I played a little too scared and didn't take as much initiative as I should have. If I lose for that, it's earned.
I think I can maybe do something like that at four, but it won't be as cool. I can send Michael and Chris to fire, and claim that I don't care which of them I face in the end. I think that screams desperation though, rather than it being the badass move I want it to be. Badass would've been dangling Michael off the edge of a cliff by his shirt collar with a 2-2-1 vote tonight. I'm so mad I didn't go through with that.
My best case scenario is that Chris wins immunity so that I can vote out Michael without it looking like I did it as a "big move." Being with Chris and Kaitlyn in the final three gives me the best chance of winning, but if I make it happen outright, I look like I got played. I'll probably throw immunity to give Chris a one-in-three shot at safety.
The fact that throwing final immunity might be my best move is... depressing lmao. I think I played a much more dominant game than I'm getting credit for. I was only blindsided once all game, and unfortunately it was just such a perfect blindside that it ripped all my winner capital away. I feel like my situation is hopeless.
As long as I'm in, I'm going to fight. I'm almost definitely going to make final tribal, which I'm proud of. I always imagined it feeling better though.
No matter which one of Michael or Chris comes with me to the end, I look like a fool. If I go with Michael, it looks like he snowed me the whole way. If I go with Chris, it looks like I made a desperate move to gain favor with the jury. I truly am confident in my game, and I think I deserve the win over both of them, but having it hammered into my head over and over that I lose to all these people at the end has me feeling discouraged.
I should have voted Michael tonight, made it 2-2-1, and been like "I'm still voting Robbie, but just remember who's decision it is and has always been to let Michael Brady stay in the game." That would've been baller, but instead I caved into fear. That's been my problem this game. I played a little too scared and didn't take as much initiative as I should have. If I lose for that, it's earned.
I think I can maybe do something like that at four, but it won't be as cool. I can send Michael and Chris to fire, and claim that I don't care which of them I face in the end. I think that screams desperation though, rather than it being the badass move I want it to be. Badass would've been dangling Michael off the edge of a cliff by his shirt collar with a 2-2-1 vote tonight. I'm so mad I didn't go through with that.
My best case scenario is that Chris wins immunity so that I can vote out Michael without it looking like I did it as a "big move." Being with Chris and Kaitlyn in the final three gives me the best chance of winning, but if I make it happen outright, I look like I got played. I'll probably throw immunity to give Chris a one-in-three shot at safety.
The fact that throwing final immunity might be my best move is... depressing lmao. I think I played a much more dominant game than I'm getting credit for. I was only blindsided once all game, and unfortunately it was just such a perfect blindside that it ripped all my winner capital away. I feel like my situation is hopeless.
As long as I'm in, I'm going to fight. I'm almost definitely going to make final tribal, which I'm proud of. I always imagined it feeling better though.