Episode 2

[Logan]

NIGHT 3

[Logan]

NIGHT 4:
Kaitlyn and I have talked for hours pretty much every day since this game started, so I feel like I could not have found a better ride-or-die in this game.

[Logan]

Fun fact: I am going crazy trying to look for the idol. Wtf does :18 & 14: mean?

[Logan]

Yeah, so I think if we lose it's definitely Suzi for telling Nikki it was Nikki.

[Logan]

I’m about 95% confident that the Gatorade Gang is all good together. I do think that Michael wants Nikki to potentially be in his back pocket come a swap or merge, so I guess the two of them have connected in some way. I was supposed to have a call with Nikki today but that never happened. Someone probably told her I said her name or something.

Hopefully we just keep winning though. I think that would be cool.

[Logan]

I don't know if I mentioned it, but I really like Sam! I also like Jordan too. I am technically aligned with Sam in the Three Dittos (Kaitlyn, Sam, and I) and not aligned with Jordan. My plan is to continue to tell them the edited truth so that we can build trust in anticipation of many things the game could throw right into our faces like a pie made for throwing. Ha-Ha.

[Logan]

DAY 5:
At this point, I think the Gatorade Gang is the true alliance of this tribe for all of us. It took a few days, but a lot of the seeds I planted about Nikki and Suzi, whether true or not, are taking hold. I am still talking to Sam. I would really like her to be our fifth at least and wouldn't mind working with her on a swap one-on-one. She seems like a great gal I can trust!

I do think I was able to take a few truths and spin them as negatives.

Nikki: I know you want to tell it is who we're voting for, but this is SURVIVOR! We may be a happy family on the Aparri tribe and will probably win tonight, but you continue to help me make sure your trustworthiness is in question. Maybe we can build trust with each other, but not if you are not willing to keep things under wraps. I fear for your expectation of what this Survivor game should be because an overly "heroic" game is not only not necessary but incredibly hard to win I feel.

Suzi: I can't tell if you're trying to set up alliances without me, but girl this is SURVIVOR. You have not bothered to talk to me individually since Saturday and this is coming from me who has had to make an effort with most people. It's very clear to me that you'd only work with me out of convenience which is a shame because I felt like we could have been renegades in this game. Now I can't trust you when you go and probably tell Nikki, "hey the vote changed girl it's you," because you just don't want to vote out a girl. I think there's many other complex factors to look at on our tribe than just the one variable of gender alone as things have become clearer. I hate these kinds of things because there's literally nothing I can do to overcome the fact that I have a penis and you don't and our gender identities are opposite too. Why can't we just have a great time? I hope we can get to know each other though because I do really vibe with you.

Everyone needs to STAHP being obsessed with telling who's going. It's not like we have to pick someone to sacrifice in a Hunger-Games-esque ceremony or this is the Handsmaid's Tale where your life is on the line. We need to be smart about ourselves in this game and telling the person you're voting for them is just asking for an idol to be played and for you to be Laura B'd (from Blood vs. Water, where Vytas did not even need an idol because she dug her grave so beautifully for him to bury her).

[Logan]

NIGHT 5 (before tribal council):

[currently reigning kilby]

I'm heartbroken. This was bullshit!!! Ao4 cancelled