Post by olivia on Nov 10, 2020 5:53:58 GMT
things are fine - i just need to build better social bonds with everyone other than robbie who is my soulmate. we have 2 boots lined up, and i think it will stay that way. however, i do think there is a high likelihood we do not swap until 18, so average 2 losses per tribe. which, i think is def reasonable for us to achieve. all we have to do is be average, or 1 above average, and none of my future planning even really needed to be thought about in terms of "surviving".
but alas - i must plan for the worst case scenario and i will be paying close attention to when we end up losing challenges eventually in terms of how close we are to 18
i think that robbie and i could potentially be at the bottom if we get down to 6 (moreso me)
depending on how a few different factors develop
but i feel like we caught it early and can address it
just bc i could absolutely NEVER bring myself to vote robbie off of this tribe
and i don't think that he would do me either if we can prevent it
like personally i am on the if we get down to 6 vote off kevin train, which i think would happen if robbie and i can ensure that we are close enough to chris/molly that they will fight for us to not go home harder than trey would possibly fight for kevin. if we do not form a 5 person group, which, i worry we should not do with bridget still on the tribe in the case that trey does not like that we left out kevin and tells kevin and then kevin thinks we are sus and thus division and potential for backfire - and would need to delay until we are at 6.
bc at 6 trey becomes impossible to vote out, and i do not think he would vote off chris or molly (maybe molly but idk at this point) - thus leaving only me kevin and robbie and the only option i am ok w is kevin
again, this is all hypothetical, but if this is not addressed, i believe robbie or i go preswap which is unacceptable (if we go to that many tribals, which we could not, which is the preferred option)
these are just contingencies
which again is why i was trying to express to robbie that if we do not think that kevin would be the vote at 5 (assuming trey won't do chris or molly), if we care about each other 100% making swap, we'd need to pull in bridget and one other person to make a move at 7 which i do not even think is possible bc i do not believe there is 1 person it would benefit other than me, robbie, bridget, and potentiallyyy kevin if he believes his relationships are not good with 2/3 of trey molly chris
and i know that is a lot, but i believe that is 99% the situation or at least the situation that has an extreme potential to develop
and i heavily worry that ppl may not even want to vote kevin if we had to go to tribal at 6 because he is not a threat, whereas me and robbie are moreso
and i do not want to fight robbie for not being the vote there AT ALL
so i am so mf stressed about this possibility that is still at LEAST 3 rounds away
and infinitely peeved that i did not get the idol bc if i had, absolutely none of this would be of concern
so - if this ever happens - i just want acknowledgement for clocking it
but alas - i must plan for the worst case scenario and i will be paying close attention to when we end up losing challenges eventually in terms of how close we are to 18
i think that robbie and i could potentially be at the bottom if we get down to 6 (moreso me)
depending on how a few different factors develop
but i feel like we caught it early and can address it
just bc i could absolutely NEVER bring myself to vote robbie off of this tribe
and i don't think that he would do me either if we can prevent it
like personally i am on the if we get down to 6 vote off kevin train, which i think would happen if robbie and i can ensure that we are close enough to chris/molly that they will fight for us to not go home harder than trey would possibly fight for kevin. if we do not form a 5 person group, which, i worry we should not do with bridget still on the tribe in the case that trey does not like that we left out kevin and tells kevin and then kevin thinks we are sus and thus division and potential for backfire - and would need to delay until we are at 6.
bc at 6 trey becomes impossible to vote out, and i do not think he would vote off chris or molly (maybe molly but idk at this point) - thus leaving only me kevin and robbie and the only option i am ok w is kevin
again, this is all hypothetical, but if this is not addressed, i believe robbie or i go preswap which is unacceptable (if we go to that many tribals, which we could not, which is the preferred option)
these are just contingencies
which again is why i was trying to express to robbie that if we do not think that kevin would be the vote at 5 (assuming trey won't do chris or molly), if we care about each other 100% making swap, we'd need to pull in bridget and one other person to make a move at 7 which i do not even think is possible bc i do not believe there is 1 person it would benefit other than me, robbie, bridget, and potentiallyyy kevin if he believes his relationships are not good with 2/3 of trey molly chris
and i know that is a lot, but i believe that is 99% the situation or at least the situation that has an extreme potential to develop
and i heavily worry that ppl may not even want to vote kevin if we had to go to tribal at 6 because he is not a threat, whereas me and robbie are moreso
and i do not want to fight robbie for not being the vote there AT ALL
so i am so mf stressed about this possibility that is still at LEAST 3 rounds away
and infinitely peeved that i did not get the idol bc if i had, absolutely none of this would be of concern
so - if this ever happens - i just want acknowledgement for clocking it